May April bring fire

I am compulsive, uncontrollable by even myself

When it comes to him my mind calms, 

my body obeys to everything he wants.

I like it this way.

before I felt untamed, urged & crazed 

I am captive of his wants

built on unconditional love, we will dive into the sun

Sweet love tonight, bask in the sounds of something right

   Beautiful, soft and sweet
      How I want to be


I closed my eyes
Took a look in my mind
White light shined in view with a pretty lady
Walking through, I found she was me
And you
Eyes like knifes
Smell of daisies in the air
My soul surfaces to anyone who cares

Yes the flowers will bloom
Zombies there, the will all be soon
Moon child turn to day
Wipe all the worlds sorrows away
Conciseness beauty chipping at thin ice
I wouldn't want you to fall in
Share your heart & take our sins

Sun,Moon & the love they share

We will be together soon said the sun to the moon
when the nights comes, the day fades
two lovers reunited a bliss they made
does the sun get sad when the moon goes away
when the moon meets the sun
the sky's are never gray
When the sun sees the moon vibrates colors come soon
they light up the sky
rainbows before night
as fireworks burst we watch with with wonder
same as the sun when it begins too look under
seeing the moon
sunset
boom
a love that spreads quickly yet infinite the connection they share
The sun and the moon

Reality

Overwhelmed somewhat excited
Is this life destined to be
how can it, if I can create my own stories
Change is thing only constant thing
so how could destiny be controlling me
I wither away while I push through the days
Yet confined in this space I find many new ways
to show my self a new path, a gate to open
leading to the light which I've so fondly spoken
The light I have felt pass through my self
bright as the light that creates the rays
we feel on our skin crawl to find its way in.
Still expression is not as deep as human love for
the unknown. it carries us, a wicked flow.
Is that destiny creeping up to steal our hopes
or is it what makes me carry the weight of the unknown
I do not think I believe in destiny.
only the choices that bring us to our lives we now see.
Listen, be here now. you are what you do
what you feel is how. It is how we survive, how we move on.
It is the like a breeze here then gone.
choices, your memories, your love, your hopes, you courage and dreams
all things that make up real destiny's.